Hello fear, the title song to Kirk Franklin's 2011 album.
The lyrics to this song pulled on my heart string so strongly when I heard it. Take a listen if you can.
I like most people have a calling on their life. Mine happens to be in ministry to God's kingdom. Anyone knowing me, the real me, knows God has always been a major part of my life, but I'm not a flashy or show person who goes around broadcasting God's word to every soul I meet. Some would even say I'm the opposite, yes I've not live the most righteous life, but who has? God and I have had & continue to have a personal relationship.
The good thing about God is that he gave us all a Free Will. We can do what ever we want to.
I choose to live life to the fullest, I'm no saint and will never confess to be. But God is forgiving.
HE asks very little of us and in return HE blesses us with so much!
Surrender your Heart & your Will!
Easier said than done, believe me.
For the major part of my life God has had my heart; sometimes unknowingly I with drew it because I didn't get things my way, only to find out that that wasn't for me, but HE never left it. But on the other hand, my Will, I've kept under wraps, not surrendering it. For its mine. Mine to do what ever I want. Mostly for my family, mostly good with a lot of self in it.
At the end of the day I can look back and say I don't regret what I've done with my will, I've learned lesson that have made me stronger. The trials, tribulations and tests become your testimony.
So on approaching my 4th celebration of being 30 I believe, I mean I Know its time I surrender my Will.
Its time for me to step up to my calling to serve God, 'wholly & soully'.
Letting go of ones ways isn't an easy thing, especially for the unknown or what is different! But I go, I go openly, uninhibited to my Calling.
I've run for too long and its time the prodigal son returns.
So when you see a change in me don't be upset, afraid or worried. Please know its for the better and I'm being led by the Holy Spirit!!!
With this change I know I have to let go of a lot of things and people. So if things change between us please don't be offended just know I'm working on me.
God's blessing to you
Love
Steven J...
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