November 8, 2008

Where am i?

Within this existence of humanity, there lies a destiny.
My destiny.
It is to be fulfilled, it was prophesied.
A home, family built on love, trust, God.
Where is it? Why haven't I achieved such?
Only empty walls & stained bed sets.
I must change this way of being, living.
Unfulfilled.
I put down & cast away the demons, that occupy my space.
Its not what I want for me.
I deserve so much more than this.
I keep thinking, wanting to believe that
'Yes this is the One'
But you weren't, nor were you.
But she, the one, the true one, the right one, the only one
Is out there, waiting for me to
Cleanse myself, my soul, my aura of the past.
So I embark on this journey of purification & waiting.
No longer looking, seeking.
It is time to get my act together.
So here I go
God! Its in your hands now.

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