Goodbyes

I was never good

At saying goodbye!

Why? What made me so?

Was it what I saw when I was young?

Multitasking lovers and friends.

Or was it knowing that,

There was always someone next to replace the ex.

Whatever the reason

I have done you wrong, yes I’ve done wrong

Disregarding people’s emotions and feelings

Just because I didn’t feel the same way again

Lost interest, found a new interest

Didn’t care.

So to the endless end-less relationships

Sorry things happened the way they did.

Sorry I hurt you, caused you pain.

Made you shed tears

I know I knew better

But my selfish ways caused such results

Not all ended badly, in most cases

We became better, even best friends

But in order for me to have a successful relationship

I need to have closure

Closure not in the sense of terminating friendships

But ending the awkwardness, the inability of civil conversations and encounters

So I say to you

Thank you

I’m sorry

Goodbye