Like a thief in the night
worse yet, in the day light
her pictured smile so innocent
oh so harmless.
She said 'i like your profile'
side shot or page layout
of which did she refer?
'But i see you are in a relationship,
so i'd leave you alone...'
little did she know that was
just a front. One couldn't be more
Single. yes single was my reply, i'll tell you not a lie
that was a subconscious lure/deterrent.
Who knows why my status was so set.
But her appeal, intrique was so much more,
Especially with a tease of restriction to
her privately public or her publicly private display.
exchanges are made on instant messenger
but personal prohibitions remain
time passes as it is doing now
damn it, there it goes again.
But as in the real world
fairy tales don't exist yet
mental anguish persists.
Was it real or a figment
emails, ID unknown phone calls prove the latter
was wrong, but still... Gone.
I guess getting your heart robbed
is part of wanting to be a hearthrob.
the emotional chaos lay in her wake
but a step away i must take,
until
until
until then... the search continues.
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